RIP Dad

586-RIP DAD-8.17pm

How I wish I could wake up and realise it was just a dream.
How I wish I can go back to the past.
How I wish my wishes will come true.

Fact that we cannot change, we just have to accept.
People that will never come back, we just have to let go.
RIP. ILY. :)

I'll stay strong. Give my mum and family strength. I'll try my best to help what I'm affordable. I'll not make people worry about me.
I knew. Since that day, I'm no longer the same with others.

I won't forget what I've promised. I will keep my words. Next year, I want you to feel proud of me again. I wont forget the great smile you shown when you told the others of my PMR result. I want you to smile always. Proud of me always.
Our fate has ended. I'm really glad to be your daughter. I knew it. You did really love me a lot. Although you didn't say out, from your actions, I knew it. Wherever I want to go,  you'll always tried your best to arrange your time to fetch me. I'll remember and miss those days, sitting on motorcycle with you. I'm really glad that that day I could still sit your motorcycle. And even grateful, I'd hug you that day. Since I went to secondary school, I think this is the first time I hugged you on motorcycle.

Now that we wont be able to see your body, but so what? You will always stay in my heart. In my heart, you're always alive. I remember your great smile. Thanks for giving us the laughter throughout your life. We do really appreciate your sacrifices.  I'll continue to do great things, help the others.

Appreciate what you have. Don't regret after you lost it. It may sounds 老土 but it is absolutely true.

I know you don't travel much. So I've make a wish since I was young,  that when I grow up, and have some savings, I want to bring you and mum to travel overseas to experience the difference of culture. I know you love peace, perhaps I'll bring you to some peaceful places. I'll make this wish comes true. You stay in my heart, I'll bring you everywhere.

All of us are really glad that you went away very peacefully. We're really glad that you didn't suffer much.

May God brings you to somewhere more peaceful, perhaps it is the best choice for you. May God showers his blessings to you. May you rest in peace.

Perhaps in the other's eyes, you're not a great papa, but in my sister and my heart, you're the best papa, ever.
Perhaps in the other's eyes, you're not a good husband, but I'm pretty sure in my mum's heart, you're the best husband, ever.
Perhaps in the other's eyes, you're not a great child, but in my grandparents' hearts, you their best child, best son, ever.

Papa, rest in peace.
No worries.
We love you.
:)